Tranquil....long lost

“Until this moment, I never understood how hard it is to lose something you never had.”

Deta, where art thou

The God and weight of my world,
Sans you, everything is so hollow;
Why have you left me alone,
Don't you know, the world out there is waiting to swallow...


The inexpressible comfort of feeling safe with you,
Having neither to weigh thoughts nor measure words,
Pouring them all out just as they are,
Chaff and grain together,
Certain that your hand will take and sift them,
Keep what is worth keeping,
And with a breath of kindness blow the rest away...
Who else can do that anyway?

I pray to thee,
Wherever you may be;
Come to me and talk to me,
Coz' sans you i don't wish to be!!

I miss you Deta. It's been more than two months now and I'm still waiting for you to come and talk to me in my dreams.

Don't you miss me?
Don't to wish to talk, share, laugh and cry with me?

Please don't make me wait any longer coz' its a punishment for me!!

cold cold night

If only i could, 
Be oblivious of my beautiful life in the past...
If only i could,
Escape the engulfing by emozioni...


From Bob Dylan's 'you're a big girl now' to Train's 'hopelessly' to Natalie Imbruglia's 'torn' to Incubus's 'whatever tomorrow brings', weapons they all seemed to be for the time that they played and i hum along...but a novice in  fighting the emozionale battaglia, i surrendered. Slaughtered, hopelessly i surrender! 

I can't unthink about you
I can't unfeel your touch

I can't unhear all the words

Unsay all the things

That used to mean so much

I wish I could unremember

Everything my heart's been through

I'm finding out it's impossible to do

Oh, it's no use

I can't unlove you

Until when do i fight?